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serotonin
04:46
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I never believed she would love me
I never thought anyone could
Now I break down in tears
Cry for the years spent
Watering withering hopeful words
My dreams, they feel more like nightmares
And I never want them to end
She always appears
The worst of my fears
And I'm smiling again
Can I ever be happy
Without her to hold?
Can I ever be happy
When the world is so cold?
Always wake up thinking I'm dying
Bleeding from the hole in my soul
She wanted to talk
All pain was resolved
So why am I all alone
She said "Your dreams, they can't last forever
I know that you wish that they could
But wishing on eyelashes
Won't make me love you
And sleeping more won't do any good"
Can I ever be happy
Without her to hold?
Can I ever be happy
When the world is so cold?
So cold, so cold, so cold
Serotonin overdose
You're the one I like the most
Though nothing you said really spoke to me
Wait for my heart to explode
Watch it jump right out my throat
And wear it on my damned and bloody sleeve
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2. |
seventeen
03:48
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That was the day that she broke up with me
The second time this year
Feels like being doused in gasoline
Set fire to my heart to dry my tears
Is this my drink or the anxiety?
Sudden palpitations ring my ears
Is this what life is like at seventeen
Surely we can only improve from here
Meeting again at someone's house party
Just before the beers kicked in
Now she says it's no apology
But she's finally ready to still be friends
That was when i lost my train of thought
Around the 6th or 7th shot
Then it was straight from the bottle she had tilted in her hand
Sterilizing my heart where my spirit hangs
Spirit hangs
I've heard it all before
Just say it one more time
Rehearse the lines, fabricate your alibi
Maybe if I sit still
She'll think I'm paralyzed
I just hope I can make it out alive
She says that he's a perfect 10
In a voice that tells of her intent
And by the time I count to ten I bet
They're making out again (yeah they're making out again)
Turns out the stairs are my new best friend tonight
And when I leave, the curb will be on my side
I know I'm not what you want or need or believe in
But you're the one that fucked with my heart so many goddamn times
Why not one more time?
I've heard it all before
Just say it one more time
Rehearse the lines, fabricate your alibi
Maybe if I sit still
She'll think I'm paralyzed
I just hope I can make it out alive
I just hope that I can make it out alive
I just hope that I can make it out alive
I just hope that I can make it out alive
I've heard it all before
Just say it one more time
Rehearse the lines, fabricate your alibi
Maybe if I sit still
She'll think I'm paralyzed
I just hope I can make it out alive
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3. |
doubting 3
04:06
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Don't really know how to say this
But that's fine
I'll figure it out anyway
After a while
Of stopping my hands from shaking
But when I look in your eyes
It's like my brain and mouth disconnect
Ill try my best, let hearts do the rest
Maybe if I could be honest and tell you
This time
How you remind me every single moment you
Pass by
It's like I'm trapped in a vacuum, screaming for the breath that you stole
(You can't hear me, you can't hear me)
It's black and it's white, I'll choke on my saliva and drown
(You can't hear me, you can't hear me)
If actions can speak, am I invisible?
I'll be getting up soon
Today is a new day to start
Practice in the mirror
So I can finally scream at the top of my lungs that I love you
But I always seem to trail off
It's always just a shot in the dark
I get so close and yet I'm still so far
Wish that I could
Tell you
But the tension between us like every time we meet
I could just cut through
Breaking a window cause I can't take the heat, I'm in hell
(You can't hear me, you can't hear me)
It's black and it's white, I'll choke on my saliva and drown
(You can't hear me, you can't hear me)
Like playing charades, but my body begins to shake and shut down
Like a house up in flames from miscommunications we've found
If actions can speak, am I invisible?
I know that I'm in love
I know that I'm in love
I know that I'm in love
Now it's just about how to say it out loud
It's just about how to say it out loud
Easier said than done
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crabwalking
03:39
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We spent our last Halloween on someone else's couch
I lost beer pong to the dream team
Reminded me of back when we were younger
When we played foosball in the summer
Catching feelings for the other
Hard to admit
But you took all the risks
Cause I lacked confidence
Remember you saying you hated the rain?
It seemed so romantic, I couldn't explain
Held your umbrella, you said I could keep it
For the walk home
I guess my innocence just goes to show
Don't get too comfortable
Summer seems like Spanish beaches and ice cold beers
Singing ABBA into the deep blue
Takes me back to Mamma Mia in my room
Can you believe that they moved the bus stop
Where we had our first kiss, the one that I fucked up?
I didn't know what to do, and you just laughed it off
We both lacked confidence
Remember you saying you hated the rain?
It seemed so romantic, I couldn't explain it
Held your umbrella, you said I could keep it
For the walk home
Remember you saying you hated the rain?
Man fuck the semantics, I'm not gonna change it
We both called it love, so where the fuck could we have gone wrong?
I guess my innocence just goes to show
Don't get too comfortable
So what if I don't?
So what if I stay home forever
Instead of moving on?
Instead of moving on
Instead of moving on
Instead of moving on
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